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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Sandwich People & Oil Burners



I almost wrote something about the Republicans whining about bringing an alleged terrorist to trial in New York...but I nipped it in the bud. In the view of Republicans, our judiciary system is adequate for sending scads of young black men into the cesspool of the Penal System of the USA ( PENSOTUS ).
This raises their fears immediately, because we can shove those men into the pipeline with little or no adequate legal representation, and often their trials look more like the local theater group's first run-through of The Pirates of Penzance than a regular forensic and judicial exercise.

If such charades occur at Sheik da Whoop's trial, even though he may enter the PENSOTUS - or the "slammer" - there would be appeals, and the business about confessions under torture might rear its ugly head...and who, really, wants a trial wherein confessions made under torture are - for the first time since King George III - accepted as probative?
I mean, 200 years of jurisprudence could go up in smoke...Oliver Wendell Holmes, and all that.

No. I shall ignore it, just as I continue to ignore Sarah Palin and Oprah Winfrey and Doctor Phil and all reality cable TV.


The Paranoid Archipelago stretches from the eastern coast of the USA ( EASTCOTUS ) to the western coast ( WESTCOTUS  ).
It is more properly the Asphalt Archipelago, but that sounds too much like The Asphalt Jungle, and that itself sounds too much like The Blackboard Jungle.

The Archipelago, an archipelago being a chain of islands connected within the great, blue sea, consists of mostly empty parking lots paved with asphalt that has not been seal-coated in at least 5 years. The most prominent flora and fauna are check cashing stores, abandoned UAW offices, $Dollar stores, Chinese take-out, dry cleaners, and food stores that state VALU on their signs, but are rather high priced once you walk into them.
These islands are spread across the landscape, tenuously connected by interstates and surface roads - a charm bracelet of bitumen, a web of disappearance tinkling with departed 401(k)s. This is where old people who are down on their luck go to add to their retirement money; this is Bleak House where the road-kill eating crows of our lives argue the law; this is today on the asphalt atoll:  the more cavernous empty buildings on the Archipelago are mutated into housing for temporary employment.



The People who work as the temporary hires drift across the highway-sea and anchor at these spots daily, living out of their automobiles like the boat people of Vietnam: sweating in the summer during the brief interlude of lunch, freezing in the winter...standing around in the spring, saying how unusually cold it was for spring...standing in the autumn fog and saying how the cold mist goes right through you...sleeping slouched in the front seat, and not enough breeze while a drop of sweat runs down your head... dreaming...dreaming...

Dreams with name tags of HI! My name is:Nostalgia and HI! My name is: Security;  verity, belief, and hope... comfort:  a cozy bed, long ago - remember? yes! in Truth, I feel it everywhere! It was so nice...
Bang! You wake up. You look around for those emotional name tags, figuring they must have been real, so real, they must have scattered around the car when you woke up, but they have gone. The name tags of Nostalgia and Security don't stick around the Archipelago; too many sharks in the waters - they just float in with the tide, stuck inside glass bottles, then they float back out.

People walk around on their breaks. They look like prisoners walking in the prison yard, only there is no fence with barbed wire to hem them in.
Actually, very often there is such a fence, or a monolithicly incongruous sound control wall stretched along the interstate in front of the mall-island where we are, looking like the wall at the city's edge in Dark City, or like all of those Pink Floyd record sleeves and CD covers. Walls not like Robert Frost's that make good neighbors; no, these walls only need a graffitti sneer painted on them, and all would be perfectly believable 1984.

I survey the parking lot's edge, where the tide of the concrete Service Drice comes in against the black asphalt. I stare at the wall.
I look at the We Cash Checks!! store and absent-mindedly caress the molotov cocktail I carry in my pocket, made out of an Absolut bottle and old underwear.
The rasping cough of escaped cigarette smoke reaches me, not volcanic, not sulfurous, but not tobaccic either: more like bitter herbs...bitter herbs laced with outrageous chemistry...
" Why, O, Lord" I cry, "is this day just like all the others!!"

My wife has packed a sandwich for me: 8 grain bread, turkey for protein without too much fat, lettuce for a vegetable serving, mustard...'cuz I like it!, but also for the turmeric which gives it that yellow color, and is so good for you that it is that wind at yer back of an Irish blessing.
I think of her love.
I think of my daughter, and what the future holds for her.
I think of the hours when so many people in my complex are up at 3:00 in the morning, on the internet, burning the midnight oil, looking for something better...or just something...just a shred of hope.
Oil burners.
I cry...just a tear or two.

But, I get over it and - lunch being done - I head back to the Big House.


13 comments:

Ruth said...

Henceforth, it shall be "Paranoid Archipelago."

Compare our demise to that of Afghanistan's. I'm reading "The Sewing Circles of Herat" by Christina Lamb, stories from Afghanistan back in 2002 and before. I went to bed last night thinking: why do I want to lose my unknowing this way? Why do I want to know about how terrible their life has been under the Taliban? How can my psyche handle the gang-rape of boys and girls? And how do I know it's true?

Something in me has to find peace. Is balance to be had? Is the balance some poetry inside? Is there poetry in the people who go to the dollar store? The people of Afghanistan are poetic - even those who torture someone so they scream. They look out at a sunrise in the bloody mountains and stare for an hour, appreciatively.

Montag said...

The paradox of beauty and horror side by side is something I've mused about, too.

One day when I came across Daniel Defoe's ( of RObinson Crusoe fame )Murder Considered As One Of The Fine Arts,
it all at once became clear that Murder could indeed be a fine art, if there were but a Murder media to cover it, and Murder critics, and the whole panoply of capitalism to profit from it, Murder would then be a fine art and Sotheby's would auction tickets.

The question now is have we alreadya rrived at that time? By its very nature. Murder should disgust us...and so it does. The greatest of the Murder Arts should make us shudder...and so it does.
I think we secretly rejoice in the shootings at Ft. Hood; we appreciate the aplomb with which they were carried off, we love the bravery of the policemen and soldiers, we can't turn away from the TV...

...and so it goes.

Ruth said...

Yes.

And that leads to what I've been reading and thinking about "talent." What is talent in the arts? In writing?

I heard EJ Levy read her essay "Against Talent" the other day, and her observation is that talent exists for marketers, but not necessarily for writers. For writers, it's just hard work. As Guy de Maupassant learned from Flaubert: Talent "is nothing other than a long patience. Work."

So with the hard work of some, and a little media panache, the gullible will eat anything, and want more.

But yes, there is that innate desire to see the gristle under the surface - gawkers block.

Montag said...

Writing is hard work.
To me it is the only thing worth doing...

I feel that creation was hard work for God, but it was what He was very, very good at...and He did not wish to do anything else.

We do not breathe, we do not eat: we imagine, we spin tales...we glow and reflect in the 4 rivers of Eden, and those liquid fireworks flow away to enrich and irrigate the worlds of our brothers and sisters, just as theirs flow to us.

If we buy into the myth of the Market, we will always be enslaved to the marketers...the marketers who can even transform Murder into a fine art...and make money from that Murder, thereby ennobling it as an economic entity.
When Murder has become an economic entity in our society, we shall never be free of it. We will hang on the daily reports of the Murder Market, whether it is up or down.
I think we may have already done so.

Anna MR said...

Hei Montag. Please publish my comment, even though I'm going to praise your writing (and I'm not suggesting you should get Viagra). This one again a heartbreaking post of beauty and the pain of seeing and understanding and, well, other stuff.

And how uncannily the empty supermarket parking lot looks like the ones that would break my heart with their desolate hopelessness and abject lack of beauty, while I lived in Hawai'i. It could be Hawai'i. It could be anywhere (and we surely have them here too, it's just that I avoid them for I live in a city and it's possible to shop at the local shops without huge parking lots and things). While I was there, I was always planning a series of photos ("Alternative Hawai'i", to be sure), depicting just such things - parking lots, grey-gravelled playgrounds behind chicken wire with a worn sign stating "Lincoln Park". The best view of Mauna Kea, so sacred to the Hawa'ians, was from the Wal-Mart car park. I always felt this great big clash of something in that (I'm having one of my articulate days, as you can see).

As it happens, I have relatively few photos from there, considering. Strange.

Anyway, hei. Thank you for this post, it is a very sad and wonderful one. I will be back to the other comment threads anon - right now, my presence is required around the e**ay I've been meant to finish for the past (not joking) three months (nearly anyway) (handing-in date on Monday, Montag).

x

(Oh - and may I just say hello to Ruth as well. Hello, Ruth. I've lurked around your place once or twice, like a dirty lurker, without saying anything. It was nice there but I felt a bit shy.)

Montag said...
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Montag said...

You ask me please to publish your comment, even though you are going to praise my writing?

You have been away a long time.

I actually did receive a comment telling me how insightful I was about 2 weeks ago, then it swung into a pitch for something called Levitra...in French, yet...acheter Levitra, vos achets de Levitra.

Remember that the best view of Wal-Mart is from Mauna Kea...so...I sort of forget my point in saying this...

Unknown said...

So sad . . . love your list of things you ignore. I would add everything on Fox and people who are saying things are getting better.

Montag said...

Oh, I do ignore FOX. If it is on, I leave the room.

When I'm on the treadmill in the morning, and I'm the first one into the exercise room, if someone comes in later, and asks whether I'd mind if the old TV were cranked up and blasting, I say no, not at all...except for FOX. No FOX.

Ruth said...

Hello Anna, the lurker. I have had other people tell me they lurk and feel too shy to comment. Please don't be shy, I don't think anyone reads the comments but me. Are you shy with me? I am about the most laid back person I know, well except for my husband.

(Thanks for letting us rendezvous, Montag.)

Montag said...

It's my pleasure. Anytime you wish to hang out, you may use my foyer as a forum.

However...as we have said in Michigan for a number of years now, last one out turn off the lights.

Anna MR said...

The best view of Wal-Mart is from Mauna Kea. The old gods sit there, watching their children and those of the invaders (I guess they'd have felt that way about me, too, given that my then-husband was knee-deep involved with the sacrilegious building of more and more telescopes on the top of the holy mountain), wondering what went wrong.

No, being deities, I suppose they would have known something was going to go wrong all along, and what, and how, and why.

x

Montag said...

Telescopes might be eyes the gods approve.
Hard to say.